i am a woman, not a man who plays a woman

this past few weeks i have been working on a play where i play two out of four lead parts. one is a woman and the other one is a man. there for i need to put in a lot of active imagination in to my work, the idea is that i am a woman when playing this part and not a man who is supposed to play a woman. its a challenge and i cant trust the makeup and the costumes only,, i need to think thoughts, thoughts that come effortlessly as a woman. but let me tell you this process has opened my understanding for women and it has moved my acting tools to a new level. i am very much enjoying my time with this. well good night i have a long night a head of me and a very long weekend filled with rehearsals.

keep calm and i am a woman

keep calm and keep dreaming AMEL !! january 2012

yo!

every month i will post things, people, and experiences that i want to have in my life or that i just dream about for the future.

enjoy!

me wants this cute swedish cottage, my friend annie owns this one. bitch! 😉

me wants to live in this english georgian house

i want to use this as my dining table or desk.

i want this squishy sofa in blue velvet.. oh what an orgasm i am having right now!!!

i want to be a woman for one day so i can understand them better and i think it will make me respect them a bitt more.. i personally think that in every man there is a woman ready to take over.. 🙂

i want to have wings so i can fly away like a little bird or a fairy.. 🙂

i want a dog. this is sigge who is my friend annie’s dog, she has everything i want bitch! 🙂

i want this red head to move back to bloody london

i want to be a mermaid or merman

i want this idiot to never put his fucked up christmas lights ever again, if i see them next year i am going to rip them of the ugly house my self !

i want to have his abs on my body so i can go to the beach this summer with my friends. i have not been to a beach since 2005 when i actually had abs. i hate him!

i want snow at least 100 days in a year

i want to learn how to drink like a man!!

i want this castle to be my permanent home of residence

oh this is annie the friend who has everything,, love you annie, !! i want to have her in my life a bit more.

i want sandra to move back to london

me and sandra having fun do you remeber why we are laughing so much sandra?? was it the hats?

and finally this months i want is…

to never ever see pascale eat a hot dog that looks like a mans genitalia !!

keep calm and keep dreaming AMEL